re-renewed.

hello people! how have you been? I hope all of you have been good :) the reason i'm doing this blog post is because i'm extreamly happy that I can just shoot up to space right now. lol. the past few weeks have been really really hard for me with so many things to deal with and I kept saying this year is not my year at all because I kept having a bad start to it till yesterday :)


Lets just say, chances dont come by often, and when it does come, you have to hold on to it tightly and never wanna let it go. thats how I felt. you've been my inspiration for so long now and will never stop. I just dont know what else to say, i'm left speechless and in awe. you amaze me. thats all I can say. 


talk about being in love. 


I said this and i'm saying it again, "I'm so in love I wanna die tonight this happy". 


No, this is not some sappy love thing, this is real. this is how I feel. I've never felt this better since New Years, thanks to you :) 

"Don't go with the better guy, go with the guy that makes you better" - This Means War(film)

I know that if we give this a little time

it'll only bring us closer 

to the love we wanna find.

♥

because i miss you.

I was having breakfast in McDonald's the other day when I heard this song on the radio. I straight googled it and kept on listening to the song ever since. Nothing much in the verses but the chorus shows how much I miss you :( 

where are you now? 

cause i'm thinking of you

you showed me how

how to live like I do

if it wasnt for you

I would never be who I am.

that may sound like a cheesy line but really, you inspired me to be what I am today. not that I achieved anything big yet, just that I know that i'm better than I was before and its all because of you. I know that if I continue to have that same faith and inspiration in you, I can achieve more greater things because you will never stop being my inspiration. 

because I know you are worth it. 

haunted. cold as stone.

the trouble with love is

it tears you up inside

yet people still strive for it

the worst is when you're visited by your past

it haunts you

it brings back memories

it brings back tears

it bring back sadness

it brings back joy

yet we still want more

all the pain and agony

seems worth it

but not worth at the same time

life is confusing at times

its up to you to make it better

whether you can withstand all the trials

or whether you break down with it

the choice is yours

and it haunts you


it makes you cold
your heart
there's no place for love any longer
and it continues to haunt you.

irony in the picture. do you see it?