Sunday, February 26, 2012


hello people! how have you been? I hope all of you have been good :) the reason i'm doing this blog post is because i'm extreamly happy that I can just shoot up to space right now. lol. the past few weeks have been really really hard for me with so many things to deal with and I kept saying this year is not my year at all because I kept having a bad start to it till yesterday :)

Lets just say, chances dont come by often, and when it does come, you have to hold on to it tightly and never wanna let it go. thats how I felt. you've been my inspiration for so long now and will never stop. I just dont know what else to say, i'm left speechless and in awe. you amaze me. thats all I can say. 

talk about being in love. 

I said this and i'm saying it again, "I'm so in love I wanna die tonight this happy". 

No, this is not some sappy love thing, this is real. this is how I feel. I've never felt this better since New Years, thanks to you :) 

"Don't go with the better guy, go with the guy that makes you better" - This Means War(film)

I know that if we give this a little time
it'll only bring us closer 
to the love we wanna find.

Friday, February 17, 2012

because i miss you.

I was having breakfast in McDonald's the other day when I heard this song on the radio. I straight googled it and kept on listening to the song ever since. Nothing much in the verses but the chorus shows how much I miss you :( 

where are you now? 
cause i'm thinking of you
you showed me how
how to live like I do
if it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

that may sound like a cheesy line but really, you inspired me to be what I am today. not that I achieved anything big yet, just that I know that i'm better than I was before and its all because of you. I know that if I continue to have that same faith and inspiration in you, I can achieve more greater things because you will never stop being my inspiration. 

because I know you are worth it. 

Saturday, February 4, 2012

haunted. cold as stone.

the trouble with love is
it tears you up inside
yet people still strive for it
the worst is when you're visited by your past
it haunts you

it brings back memories
it brings back tears
it bring back sadness
it brings back joy

yet we still want more
all the pain and agony
seems worth it
but not worth at the same time

life is confusing at times
its up to you to make it better
whether you can withstand all the trials
or whether you break down with it
the choice is yours
and it haunts you

it makes you cold
your heart
there's no place for love any longer
and it continues to haunt you.

irony in the picture. do you see it?