Sunday, October 30, 2011

all I want for Christmas is...

hehe. I know Christmas is 2 months away but I just couldn't stop thinking of what I want this year. It'll be during my birthday time too so double the presents la :p  I know, its too much to ask but if I get at least one of it, i'll be the happiest child on the planet! Yes, child :p whaaaaaatttt, people still thinks i'm 14 k :p I should use this advantage that I have.. lol.. 

so anyway, here is my Christmas list :)

- a Guess or Charles & Keith handbag
- a DSLR camera
- Cecelia Ahern's The Time Of My Life
- Nicholas Sparks's Safe Haven and The Best Of Me
- a Samsung Galaxy S2
- Taylor Swift's Wonderstruck perfume
- a new bookshelf
- a dreamcatcher 
- cute flats 

teehee. too much right? :p I said I dont mind getting one of them. of course not all la. so yeah, mummy and daddy or my family members, I hope you read this post! :p 

Sunday, October 16, 2011

thing you do when you're bored.

yes, i'm super bored right now, hence i'm doing this 100 random questions that i curi-ed from Juan's blog :p 

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
- Mandy Moore - Only Hope

- Glee Cast - Sing
- Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take The Wheel
- The Moffats - I Miss You Like Crazy
- Glee Cast - Keep Holding On
- Five For Fighting - The Riddle

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- Oprah Winfrey, Taylor Swift, Bruno Mars and the Harry Potter cast :D

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
- "I invariably stay at them myself" Nora Roberts, Table For Two

4) What do you think about most?
- my future.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
- Matthew saying that he's at the non fiction books side. LOL.

6) Do you sleep with or without on?
- With or without what? LOL

7) What's your strangest talent?
- Probably my ability to laugh so much. hahaha..

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
- Girls are fragile. Boys are sometimes kinda fragile too.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

- Nope.

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
- Air guitar? Whats that? But no, I dont play the guitar..

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
- Yes! I bet everyone knows what it is. I hate it when people touch my wrist or even if I see people playing with their own wrist.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
- NO.

13) What's your religion?
- A proud Catholic :)

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
- Dreaming and looking around at people.

15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- It depends. haha! Most of the time in front la :p

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
- Lady Antebellum!

17) What was the last lie you told?
- I was busy.

18) Do you believe in karma?
- Sometimes, yeah.

19) What does your screen name mean?
- My name is it? Christina means a Christian one and Abigail means father's rejoiced. lol..

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
- Weakness is guys who plays guitar with a voice to die for. Strength is i'm a very patient person.

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
- Rupert Grint :D

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

23) How do you vent your anger?
- I'll keep quiet and ignore the person or i'll tweet. LoL.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

- Yeap! Hard Rock Cafe T-shirts, Coins and keychains from different countries :)

25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- Talking too long on the phone isnt my thing. Video chatting is okay I guess. A little bit of both la :)

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
- I think so. I'm not sure.

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
- I love the sound of the piano, I hate the sound of drilling.

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
- What if I fail?

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- Nope, dont believe in both.

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first?Do the same with your left arm.
- Sweets! :p

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
- Air

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
- Public toilet! Disgusting!

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
- Both! :p

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
- Bruno Mars? :p

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
- Life is full of things to explore. Everyday brings something new :)

36) Define: Art.
- Art is all pretty things :)

37) Do you believe in luck?
- Nope.

38) What's the weather like right now?
- Its cold and nice! It just rained.

39) What time is it?
- 8.34pm.

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
- Yeap, minor crash la. I hit a van while trying to park in church :p

41) What was the last book you read?
- If last book I read was The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. If currently reading, For One More Day by Mitch Albom.

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
- If it includes petrol, yeap :)

43) Do you have any nicknames?
- Yes. Giggles, Tina, Gail, Snooze, Pudding(dont ask).

44) What was the last movie you saw?
- Johnny English Reborn! :D 

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
- Hmm. I never had any major injury before. 
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
- I think I did once when I was a child. 
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
- Yes. Trying to get my hands on the new Cecelia Ahern book :(
48) What's your ?
- Huh?

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

- I dont know.
50) Do you believe in magic?
-I believe in miracle! :)

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
- I used to but then I just stopped it. 
52) What is your astrological sign?
- Capricorn! :) 
53) Do you save money or spend it?
- I try my very best to save. So far, so good :) 
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
- My new book, Evening Is The Whole Day by 
Preeta Samarasan

55) Love or lust?
- Love.

56) In a relationship?
- Single. 

57) Are you a virgin?
- You think? 

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
- No.

59) Where were you yesterday?
- At home alone, then to church and to grandma's house. 

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- The tortoise small aquarium cover. LoL. 

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
- Nope.

62) What's your favorite animal?
- Puppies! or dogs :) 

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
- Nothing. Just being myself. 

64) Where is your best friend?
- I dont have a best friend, if a close friend, she's in JB right now. 

65) Spit or swallow?
- Spitting is disgusting. Swallow I guess? lol

66) What is your heritage?
- How am I suppose to answer this? 

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
- Texting. 

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
- Dont know and dont care. LoL. 

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
- I have no idea what this means. LoL.

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
- I guess so :) 

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
- Help the dog of course. I'm a dog lover so what more? 

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
- No I wont.
b) What do you do with your remaining days?

-Spent as much time with my family and friends :)
c) Would you be afraid?
- Yes I will be.

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
- Love. 

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
- Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall by Coldplay

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
- 2212! My birthday date :)

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
- Communication, trust, and being each other's best friend :)

77) How can I win your heart?
- Being yourself :)

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
- Yeap! :)

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
- To take teaching as my lifelong career :)

80) What size shoes do you where?
-Size 6 or 7 :)

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
- My name la. LoL!

82) What is your favorite word?
- ermmm. I have no idea. HAHA.

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
- Its fragile

 84) What is a saying you say a lot?
- LOL.

85) What's the last song you listened to?
- Owl City - Fireflies 

86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
- Purple and Red :)

87) What is your current desktop picture?
- Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint :p

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
- HAHAHAHA! No one at the moment. LoL. 

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
- Whether I'm still in love with you.

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
- Cover myself with the blanket and try to go back and sleep. 

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
- Invisibility :)

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
- The last day of camp. 

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
- None. I dont regret any of my mistakes made. 

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
- LoL! To sleep? No way. 

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
- Rome! I'm dying to go there! :(

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
- HAHAHA! No. 

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
- Yes! HAHA! And my brother couldnt stand the smell and threw up too! LOL!

98) Ever been on a plane?
- Yeap! :)

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
- I honestly have no idea. 

100) What do you want?

- Many many things. 

Friday, October 14, 2011

i'd rather love just a little too much

hey there bloggie! another long long MIA by me. i'm sorry but i've been just too busy! sometimes i feel like just deleting this blog coz i'm just so inactive. anyway, lets move on to what i've been up to. 

last weekend, I watched this new movie called Something Borrowed and my emotional meltdown started from then on. it was also the weekend my cousin got married, so imagine watching a romantic comedy movie then going for a wedding. the feeling was just like the gut from my throat could come out through my mouth any minute in every second. 

its just that i kept thinking some of the past things that happened to me and how i wished i could have changed it. but then again, i dont regret anything i've done because we learn from our past, our mistakes. oh dont mind me, my mind is just so messed up and tangled. one minute i'll be thinking of something good and the next minute i'll be looking on the negative side of things. 

so yeah, basically i spent the whole of last week being emofied and kept trying to fake a smile. but towards the end of the weekend i was fine and when school started, i felt a lot better. this weekend, i'm super fine more than anything in the world :) 

this was supposed to be a blogpost where i wanted to do a write up on weddings and all that but i forgot everything that i wanted to write about so i guess you just have to wait for another long long break till i finally do another blog post. lol. this blogpost turned out super lame i know.sorry for wasting your time! :( 

sometimes I wish I could be normal around you and not have that feeling I always have when i'm around you.
sometimes I wish we had more things to talk.
sometimes I wish you would hug me tight or put your arms around me like you did once.
sometimes I wish we could talk for hours without noticing the time pass by. 
sometimes I wish I could watch all those sad and funny movies with you.
sometimes I wish we could go out on random notes.
sometimes I wish I could talk lame stuff with you and just laugh about it.
sometimes all I want is for you to be beside me.
sometimes I wonder if you would ever feel the same.
sometimes it scares me so much that I think about you all the time. 

I just want to fall in love with you over and over again, and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other but until then I want you, and just you.