Wednesday, December 28, 2011

christmas isnt christmas till it happens in your heart =)


yeah, i know i'm 4 days late in blogging on Christmas. I didnt have the time laaaa :p I was away in Kuantan. A trip with the family. We do this every year. I'd like to voice out my suggestion but its best I keep quiet. Anyway, less talk in this post and more pics :) 

Went for midnight mass this year after not going for 2 years. Daddy seems to think going for midnight mass is redundant which is why we dont go anymore. So, this year I managed to brain wash him to letting me go, wahahaha :p went with my cousins and this year to my surprise, everyone dressed up! I mean, I never wore the clothes that I wore for midnight mass before. Its always been dresses every year. Thanks to Matthew, my cousin, I wore something different this year. And my other 2 cousins? One did a Nigerian hairstyle, called conroe or something, the other one wore vest and got a fake earring. LoL. 

me with Joshua and Jonathan. 
and Jeremy there with the iPad. 

went to church, I sat with Juan, Christine, Saha, Reuben, Alfred and Vivian. Everyone just looked stunning! 

my favorite-st picture of the night! =)

Didnt get any picture on Christmas day though :( dont worry, more pictures to come soon! I shall go get all the pictures from all the cameras :) Anyway, after Christmas morning mass, we went to Mum's place for lunch then left for Kuantan. Honestly, I dont like leaving on Christmas day, so yeah. But Kuantan was quiet and nice. The weather there was lovely, windy all day long =) 

trying to upload pictures, but cant. oh well, wait for my next post or just see the pictures in Facebook =)

till then my blog readers! In case I dont have the time, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! Its been a wonderful year, hope the next year brings more surprises and happiness to all =) 

i lied

Sunday, December 18, 2011


Much has happened since I last blogged. on Wednesday night, I decided to go for caroling at my cousin's zone, which is Jalan Bukit for the heck of it and coz I had nothing to do. It was really fun with good company too. On the way back from caroling, my cousin called our aunty to confirm on our much awaited 'cousin's day outing' which we've been planning to go on after Joshua finishes his SPM. Thursday it was. 

So, on Thursday morning after my brother's tuition, we went to the KTM station and took the train to Berjaya Times Square. Walked around for a bit then we had lunch at Papa John's. The set meal is actually much more cheaper than Pizza Hut's and taste way better actually. But they cant beat Dominos of course :p Malaysian pizza standard, cant complain right? :) 

Aunty Rosalind was looking for clothes for herself and Jeremy while I was looking for a dress. I just needed one more dress for New Year as I already have my Christmas Eve midnight mass outfit and Christmas morning outfit. Went to Sg.Wang, Metrojaya and I found the most PERFECT dress ever for me, tried it on and everything but sadly, I looked at the price tag and yeah, I just had to put it back :( *forget about the price tag* yeah righttt! *stress*

the cousins :) 

To de-stress myself from the beautiful dress price, I dragged everyone to Cotton On, probably one of the best Cotton On ever in KL because its two floors and the choices were so much more and the sale was crazy cheap! I got two tops for myself which Aunty Rosalind paid as my early birthday present. Wanted to get that red beanie as well but maybe on my next visit. After that, we headed home for penitential service in church.

If you read my tweets on Twitter, you would know that I wanted to go for confession so badly because of all the things happening around me. I just needed to talk to someone you know. Finally, I had my chance. I just talked to the priest like he was my friend about all the problems I faced, and after everything I just felt renewed, light and everything was okay. It really was a good day. 

On Friday, I spent the day at Mum's house baking cookies! Uncle Robert, Catherine and I :) We made Melting Moments and Corflakes cookies. It was super yummy!

i know you want it :p

 At night, I was supposed to go for the Jalan Bukit caroling again but mummy asked me to help her with our zone Christmas gathering, so I didnt go. On Saturday, the whole morning I was in church with other youths helping to decorate the hall for the Migrant Christmas party which was today. At night, we had our zone Christmas party, was a small group but at least everyone had fun :)

Today, was the Migrant Christmas Party in church. Basically spent the whole afternoon in church helping out with the registration, food, dance, prize giving, cleaning up. Again, with good company, everything is fun :) Later tonight, i'll be going for my BEC Christmas caroling. The day just never ends, seriously! But when its so fun, I cant complain much :)

On other notes, I still need a dress, a belt, accessories and shoes to complete my Christmas shopping for this year. I always must have exactly 12 clothes for the 12 days of Christmas :p *vain*. So far, here's what I have on my list. 

a black dress from the Thai fair
a black skirt from Nichii
a blue polka dot blouse from Nichii
an orange top from Nichii
a red blouse from Passages
a black blouse from Cotton On
a grey top from Cotton On
a green top from an unknown brand
a blue dress from Arcadia
a white blouse from an unknown brand. 
a green checkered shirt from Nicole MNJ.

too much right :p oh well, its once a year. I dont get to buy this much at clothes all at once everyday okay. So why not? :) 

On another note number two, my feeling for you have become numb and it all became so clear when you just walk past me like that. It may take some time, but people always say time heals everything. Indeed it will :)

Till then everyone! See you soon! 4 days left till I turn 20! No more teenager :( *sobs*

i'll miss you.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

growing up.

have you ever looked at your childhood pictures and just reminisce back on old memories? yeah, i know people say we shouldnt look back on our past and all but what can I do, when I just happen to look so cute last time and now :p LoL. but really, I was going through some of the albums and there's just so much memories! I even teared looking at them. some pictures are really funny but it was all good times. 

now, you just have to face so many different problems everyday. its not like what it used to be those days. yeah, i know life is not a bed of roses but I would do anything just to relive that moment back. I actually did yesterday though, when my family had a small gathering at Mama's place since it was her 6th death anniversary. I remember going there everyday after coming back from school and eating all the good food Mama used to cook. I remember playing in the badminton court opposite Mama's house with my cousins, Joshua and Jonathan every evening. I remember going in the mini 'orchard' opposite Mama's house to pluck rambutans, durians, langsat, bananas, papayas, mangoes and all those fruits, I remember climbing the hill behind the house just to see the river. 

I climbed that hill with my cousin and siblings yesterday to look for durians :p and saw the river too! it felt so good! i really miss all these. 

I miss having the coconut tree hair.
I miss people calling me Miss Bones.
I miss Mama's chicken curry.
I miss people coming and pinching my cheeks.
I miss playing in the 'porch'.
I miss playing 'masak - masak' with my cousins.
I miss playing 'married - married' with my cousin.
I miss watching Little Lulu and Paddington Bear
I miss messing up the house and getting away with it.
I miss my childhood so so much :'( 

sighhhhhhhh. oh well, on the bright side, I still open my birthday presents beside the Christmas tree every year =) hehe. I always do have that child feeling when I do that =) 

memories will never fade. 

Friday, December 9, 2011

at Christmas time.

i've been listening to this Christmas song over and over again but never really paid attention to the lyrics. Its called 'Do They Know Its Christmas'. I dont know who the original singer is but the Glee cast did a cover of this song and it was superb! just look at the lyrics. 

Its Christmas time, 
there's no need to be afraid
At Christmas time,
we let in light and banish the shade
And in our world of plenty
we can spread smile of joy
throw your arms around the world
at Christmas time

But say a prayer 
pray for the other ones
At Christmas time its hard
but when you're having fun.
there's a world outside your window
and its a world of dread and fear
Where the only water flowing is 
the bitter sting of tears
Where the Christmas bells that are ringing
are the clanging chimes of doom
Well, tonight thank God its them instead of you.

And there wont be snow in Africa this Christmas time,
The greatest gift they'll ever get this year is life
where nothing ever grows,
no rain or rivers flow
Do they know its Christmas time at all?

Here's to you,
raise a glass for everyone
here's to them
underneath that burning sun
Do they know its Christmas time at all?

Feed the world
Let them know its Christmas time again,
Feed the world, 
Let them know its Christmas time again.

the lyrics is really nice right? we're all so happy during Christmas time but what about those people suffering here and there around the world? what do we do for them to feel the joy of Christmas like we do? or give them some happiness in their life for that one moment at least? something to reflect on this Advent.

enjoy! :)

Monday, December 5, 2011


you must be thinking, what on earth is Kutless right? well, they're a Christian praise and worship band. I happen to be looking for some Christmas songs to listen and I came across a Christmas album sung by all the famous praise and worship singers i've known except for this band Kutless. so I thought i'd youtube them and hear they're songs and my gosh, they were completely breathtaking! 

its been a while since I listened to any praise and worship songs simply because I was too caught up in all the latest music and my favourite singers that I neglected that time for God. I used to be the person who prayed every night before going to sleep, used to be the person who would turn to praise and worship songs for strength and comfort instead of emo songs, used to be the person who listened to praise and worship songs all the time and constantly download all the songs I love. but somehow I got drifted away.

day and night all I listen to was songs by my favourite artist. tonight though, after hearing a song called What Faith Can Do by this band Kutless, I was in awe and almost cried. I realized how much I miss listening to worship songs and they were always there when I was down needed something the most. then, I started youtube-ing Christmas songs by worship bands and gosh, they're so much better than these pop Christmas and whatever not. seriously. 

at least what happen tonight knocked some sense into my head. one way or another. I now have a new favourite band, Kutless :) besides them, you can listen to these bands too, they rock, literally. Planetshakers, Casting Crowns, Building 429 and Tenth Avenue North :)

do check the song out! :)
silent prayers get answered,
broken hearts become brand new
thats what faith can do.

Friday, December 2, 2011

20 to 20

20 days to go till I turn 20! gosh, I cant believe i'm turning 20. I dont feel 20 at all. anyway, I got some stuff to talk about. all this random stuff that i've been doing recently la. 

1. I got an A for my internship and a B for my Malaysian Studies. yeah, a B. you have no idea how happy I was. I thought I was gonna fail k. I failed for my mid sem so I really was scared for my finals. I never liked MS and played a lot during the mid sem and thats what I got. I did give my everything for my finals though. I studied and worked hard. cant be expecting to get an A but I did my best and thats what I deserve. 

2. the difference between Pitbull and Taylor Swift. fist of all, I love Taylor Swift to bits k. you can say whatever you want about her, but she's my idol and I love her and her songs. Pitbull, well he's not bad but I dont quite like his songs coz I dont know, its vulgar? and talking about girls body and sex all the time in his songs? sounds like a  philander. anyway, who am I to say those stuffs right. and yeah, people who dont like Taylor Swift and adores Pitbull need not criticize people based on their songs, character whatsoever. you like your idol, i like mine. lets just keep it that way and not criticize about them. 

3. people having peer pressure. i've seen people, my friends even, trying to be 'in' with their friends. what I can say from this is that I think they're under peer pressure. you see your friends smoke, talk cock, drink and you wanna be like them just to be accepted? hello, get a life la or get a new set of friends unless you're too afraid to loose them. seriously, i've seen enough of this peer pressure crap. do you really need to spoil you life just to please the friends around you whom you dont even know will be there for you in times needed? 

4. Kajang town is flooded today. big hoo hah on Facebook and Twitter. you can go see the pictures la. definitely cant miss it. its EVERYWHERE. I just pray for the people whose property got damaged. 

well, thats all for now I guess. I shall update more when I have something else to talk about.

its been 365 days. 
and there'll be more.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

my december

and the month i've been waiting for all year is finally here!! I'm so excited! 
no I dont have any particular wish or goal, I shall just let the month go with the flow.
oh wait, i do! to rap Nicki Minaj's Super Bass. LOL! 
other than that, 
everything will be as it is meant to be. 
have a good December everyone! :) 

Monday, November 28, 2011


duck tails! 

Cheers to the freakin' weekend!

i miss these Sarawak drinks! :(

White Lady.
the best drink ever! 
see that drink in the glass there.
its called teh c peng special.
that green layer is pandan flavoured.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I have died everyday waiting for you.

Love is Stupid. 
Love is Tangled.
Love is Complicated.
Love is Extraordinary. 

you see, the thing about love is that when it hits you you just fall, and you fall so hard that its impossible to get back up. and with every fall, it surely will hurt when you wanna get back up again. I kinda am in that position right now. 

I never wanted any of this to happen but somehow, someway you just got me and now i'm trapped in there and it isnt easy coming out from that trap. the thing is, i'm so used talking to you every single day and when you're not there or when I dont hear from you a day, I get restless and I feel like something is missing. God knows what is happening to me. I may sound immature but man, this love thing really is hard. 

I know what it feels like to have someone not reciprocate back your feelings. yes, i've been there before many times. but this time, its like I dont wanna give up. I keep telling myself everytime that I have to let it go, but then you go and do something and it just mesmerizes me in one way or another. now you see what I mean when I say love is stupid. Its always like that, the moment you wanna give up and walk away, something happens and you fall back in again. 

but I know that that chance isnt there at all. its impossible. I keep building castles in the air that one day it will, but I doubt so. and I cant keep waiting forever. but the weird thing is, I can wait and I want to wait. sigh, i'm just in a mess and all muddled up right now. 

and there's a voice in me that sings this song everytime I think of all this love nonsense. 

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching 
As if i'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

I'll be by your side wherever you fall
In the dead of night whenever you call
And please dont fight, these hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you.

darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
i'll love you for a thousand more.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011


I promise to update soon k! in the meantime, enjoy this song. I know I am =)

I know the memories rushing into my mind,
Cause you love someone, you love them all the same.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

all I want for Christmas is...

hehe. I know Christmas is 2 months away but I just couldn't stop thinking of what I want this year. It'll be during my birthday time too so double the presents la :p  I know, its too much to ask but if I get at least one of it, i'll be the happiest child on the planet! Yes, child :p whaaaaaatttt, people still thinks i'm 14 k :p I should use this advantage that I have.. lol.. 

so anyway, here is my Christmas list :)

- a Guess or Charles & Keith handbag
- a DSLR camera
- Cecelia Ahern's The Time Of My Life
- Nicholas Sparks's Safe Haven and The Best Of Me
- a Samsung Galaxy S2
- Taylor Swift's Wonderstruck perfume
- a new bookshelf
- a dreamcatcher 
- cute flats 

teehee. too much right? :p I said I dont mind getting one of them. of course not all la. so yeah, mummy and daddy or my family members, I hope you read this post! :p 

Sunday, October 16, 2011

thing you do when you're bored.

yes, i'm super bored right now, hence i'm doing this 100 random questions that i curi-ed from Juan's blog :p 

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
- Mandy Moore - Only Hope

- Glee Cast - Sing
- Carrie Underwood - Jesus Take The Wheel
- The Moffats - I Miss You Like Crazy
- Glee Cast - Keep Holding On
- Five For Fighting - The Riddle

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- Oprah Winfrey, Taylor Swift, Bruno Mars and the Harry Potter cast :D

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
- "I invariably stay at them myself" Nora Roberts, Table For Two

4) What do you think about most?
- my future.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
- Matthew saying that he's at the non fiction books side. LOL.

6) Do you sleep with or without on?
- With or without what? LOL

7) What's your strangest talent?
- Probably my ability to laugh so much. hahaha..

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
- Girls are fragile. Boys are sometimes kinda fragile too.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

- Nope.

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
- Air guitar? Whats that? But no, I dont play the guitar..

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
- Yes! I bet everyone knows what it is. I hate it when people touch my wrist or even if I see people playing with their own wrist.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
- NO.

13) What's your religion?
- A proud Catholic :)

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
- Dreaming and looking around at people.

15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- It depends. haha! Most of the time in front la :p

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
- Lady Antebellum!

17) What was the last lie you told?
- I was busy.

18) Do you believe in karma?
- Sometimes, yeah.

19) What does your screen name mean?
- My name is it? Christina means a Christian one and Abigail means father's rejoiced. lol..

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
- Weakness is guys who plays guitar with a voice to die for. Strength is i'm a very patient person.

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
- Rupert Grint :D

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

23) How do you vent your anger?
- I'll keep quiet and ignore the person or i'll tweet. LoL.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

- Yeap! Hard Rock Cafe T-shirts, Coins and keychains from different countries :)

25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- Talking too long on the phone isnt my thing. Video chatting is okay I guess. A little bit of both la :)

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
- I think so. I'm not sure.

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
- I love the sound of the piano, I hate the sound of drilling.

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
- What if I fail?

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- Nope, dont believe in both.

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first?Do the same with your left arm.
- Sweets! :p

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
- Air

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
- Public toilet! Disgusting!

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
- Both! :p

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
- Bruno Mars? :p

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
- Life is full of things to explore. Everyday brings something new :)

36) Define: Art.
- Art is all pretty things :)

37) Do you believe in luck?
- Nope.

38) What's the weather like right now?
- Its cold and nice! It just rained.

39) What time is it?
- 8.34pm.

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
- Yeap, minor crash la. I hit a van while trying to park in church :p

41) What was the last book you read?
- If last book I read was The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. If currently reading, For One More Day by Mitch Albom.

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
- If it includes petrol, yeap :)

43) Do you have any nicknames?
- Yes. Giggles, Tina, Gail, Snooze, Pudding(dont ask).

44) What was the last movie you saw?
- Johnny English Reborn! :D 

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
- Hmm. I never had any major injury before. 
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
- I think I did once when I was a child. 
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
- Yes. Trying to get my hands on the new Cecelia Ahern book :(
48) What's your ?
- Huh?

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

- I dont know.
50) Do you believe in magic?
-I believe in miracle! :)

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
- I used to but then I just stopped it. 
52) What is your astrological sign?
- Capricorn! :) 
53) Do you save money or spend it?
- I try my very best to save. So far, so good :) 
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
- My new book, Evening Is The Whole Day by 
Preeta Samarasan

55) Love or lust?
- Love.

56) In a relationship?
- Single. 

57) Are you a virgin?
- You think? 

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
- No.

59) Where were you yesterday?
- At home alone, then to church and to grandma's house. 

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- The tortoise small aquarium cover. LoL. 

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
- Nope.

62) What's your favorite animal?
- Puppies! or dogs :) 

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
- Nothing. Just being myself. 

64) Where is your best friend?
- I dont have a best friend, if a close friend, she's in JB right now. 

65) Spit or swallow?
- Spitting is disgusting. Swallow I guess? lol

66) What is your heritage?
- How am I suppose to answer this? 

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
- Texting. 

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
- Dont know and dont care. LoL. 

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
- I have no idea what this means. LoL.

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
- I guess so :) 

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
- Help the dog of course. I'm a dog lover so what more? 

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
- No I wont.
b) What do you do with your remaining days?

-Spent as much time with my family and friends :)
c) Would you be afraid?
- Yes I will be.

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
- Love. 

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
- Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall by Coldplay

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
- 2212! My birthday date :)

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
- Communication, trust, and being each other's best friend :)

77) How can I win your heart?
- Being yourself :)

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
- Yeap! :)

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
- To take teaching as my lifelong career :)

80) What size shoes do you where?
-Size 6 or 7 :)

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
- My name la. LoL!

82) What is your favorite word?
- ermmm. I have no idea. HAHA.

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
- Its fragile

 84) What is a saying you say a lot?
- LOL.

85) What's the last song you listened to?
- Owl City - Fireflies 

86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
- Purple and Red :)

87) What is your current desktop picture?
- Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint :p

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
- HAHAHAHA! No one at the moment. LoL. 

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
- Whether I'm still in love with you.

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
- Cover myself with the blanket and try to go back and sleep. 

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
- Invisibility :)

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
- The last day of camp. 

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
- None. I dont regret any of my mistakes made. 

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
- LoL! To sleep? No way. 

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
- Rome! I'm dying to go there! :(

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
- HAHAHA! No. 

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
- Yes! HAHA! And my brother couldnt stand the smell and threw up too! LOL!

98) Ever been on a plane?
- Yeap! :)

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
- I honestly have no idea. 

100) What do you want?

- Many many things. 

Friday, October 14, 2011

i'd rather love just a little too much

hey there bloggie! another long long MIA by me. i'm sorry but i've been just too busy! sometimes i feel like just deleting this blog coz i'm just so inactive. anyway, lets move on to what i've been up to. 

last weekend, I watched this new movie called Something Borrowed and my emotional meltdown started from then on. it was also the weekend my cousin got married, so imagine watching a romantic comedy movie then going for a wedding. the feeling was just like the gut from my throat could come out through my mouth any minute in every second. 

its just that i kept thinking some of the past things that happened to me and how i wished i could have changed it. but then again, i dont regret anything i've done because we learn from our past, our mistakes. oh dont mind me, my mind is just so messed up and tangled. one minute i'll be thinking of something good and the next minute i'll be looking on the negative side of things. 

so yeah, basically i spent the whole of last week being emofied and kept trying to fake a smile. but towards the end of the weekend i was fine and when school started, i felt a lot better. this weekend, i'm super fine more than anything in the world :) 

this was supposed to be a blogpost where i wanted to do a write up on weddings and all that but i forgot everything that i wanted to write about so i guess you just have to wait for another long long break till i finally do another blog post. lol. this blogpost turned out super lame i know.sorry for wasting your time! :( 

sometimes I wish I could be normal around you and not have that feeling I always have when i'm around you.
sometimes I wish we had more things to talk.
sometimes I wish you would hug me tight or put your arms around me like you did once.
sometimes I wish we could talk for hours without noticing the time pass by. 
sometimes I wish I could watch all those sad and funny movies with you.
sometimes I wish we could go out on random notes.
sometimes I wish I could talk lame stuff with you and just laugh about it.
sometimes all I want is for you to be beside me.
sometimes I wonder if you would ever feel the same.
sometimes it scares me so much that I think about you all the time. 

I just want to fall in love with you over and over again, and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other but until then I want you, and just you.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

i'm still trying to learn the art of love.

Cause i'm still trying to learn the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble 
Let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause i'm still trying to learn the art of love. 

Monday, August 29, 2011

the bucket list.

of course from the title, you'll know what this blog post is going to be. Its the list of things I want to do before I die! :) 

  1. Do bungee jumping and snorkeling. 
  2. Ride on roller coasters in amusement parks besides Genting. 
  3. Give 5K to charity.
  4. Go to Rome, Paris, Prague, Venice and Machu Picchu!
  5. Write a book.
  6. See Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and Rupert Grint.
  7. Sing in front of an audience. 
  8. Get a tattoo.
  9. Get married to someone I love. 
  10. Have kids.
  11. Visit all the 7 Wonders of the World.
  12. Get over my phobia, somehow. 
  13. Hug Taylor Swift.
  14. Watch turtle eggs hatch. 
  15. Get my brother and sister through Uni. 
  16. Become a bridesmaid for one of my friends weddings :) 
  17. Attend the World Youth Day at least once.
  18. See the Pope and kiss his hand if possible.
  19. Go to Jerusalem
  20. Visit at least 5 UNESCO World Heritage Sites besides in Malaysia.
  21. Hold and take picture with a snake. 
  22. Hug Bruno Mars.
  23. Watch Yiruma play live.
I cant remember anymore. LOL. but if i do, i'll definitely update them here! :D so yeah, these are some of the things that I want to do before I die :) 

Friday, August 19, 2011


is that how you even spell it? I wanna write a long long post, but not now la k. soon. pretty much explains how i'm feeling. 

Friday, August 12, 2011

long long break.

hello! Its been a month plus since I last blogged eh? I was just too busy! My 2 months holidays has finally ended and I am doing my internship now as a trainee teacher at Sekolah Kebangsaan Seksyen 9, Shah Alam. Its been 3 weeks already and so far, everything is good :) I'm loving my life as a teacher. Who knew right? Despite the screaming, sore throats, lesson planning, activities, I am very much enjoying my part time job :)

I really really want to upload pics of my school and me and my colleagues at work but I dont have any of em pictures yet. Soon okay soon! Anyway, i'll get back to my internship in a while. I shall post some pics of what I have been doing during holidays la. Not many, but here's some of them. From June till end of July :)

beginning of June, went out with Colin, Amanda and Glynn
the three people i've been wanting to go out with for so long..
celebrated Juan's surprise birthday at Shaun's house..
had our youth committee sleepover just 2 weeks before our camp :) 
our very successful camp in El Santuary, Malacca =)
I did a post about this, in the previous post. 
my awesome chalet mates :)
the KAGAPE dance team! :) 
chu chu train! 
because we are all kids at heart :)
then there's the Liverpool training session.
who knew I'd be seeing Liverpool in front of my eyes :)
and this was the actual game day. 
Liverpool vs Malaysia. 
I curied this from Manda's camera :p
this also marks the end of my holidays..
first few classes of Malaysian Studies. 
the 5 of us decided to climb Broga Hill one random day.. :)
then comes Youth Awakening 2 weeks ago :)
that was about it la for whats been happening..

Now, back to my internship. Its been 3 weeks and so far, i'm getting the hang of it. There might be some wrongs here and there in handling the classes and writing lesson plans but i'm sure in the weeks to come, everything will go smoothly. For the first week of my internship, our school had a student exchange program with students from Tokoname, Japan. 5 students and 2 teachers came for a 2 weeks stay here in Malaysia. 

the welcoming ceremony for the Japanese students.
they were gonna perform a Japanese dance.
the next day, the school had extra curricular activities
one of it was 'gubahan buah-buahan' 
this was one of the groups gubahan.
yeap, thats me :)
I dont have any other decent pics of me
coz they're still in my friend's camera.
they had kite flying.
I dont think you can see the kite.
sucky phone camera..
this week was exam week, 
so all we had to do was take care of the class.
spot Cikgu Alias there? =p
my record book! :) 
where all my lesson plans are..
and this is a certificate I got from the school
for facilitating the students for their Mathematics extra class :)

Well, thats about it. I'm currently thinking of how to teach a standard 5 class on the topic 'singular and plural' this Monday. Any suggestions? :) So yeah, that all for now! Hope the week goes by well. Till then everyone! Adios! :) 

*because true loves waits*