Thursday, August 26, 2010

slowly dying..

i'm slowly fading in and dying inside
yet again, shit happened..
not very good this time..
i just wanna lie down and die a soft death
maybe that will be better
than going through more shits in the future..
can i just die?? 

*i don't wanna go to bed mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed
mad at me*

Monday, August 23, 2010

the love bug came back..

why hello there bloggie.. 
i've missed you..
 i've been wanting to write but the laziness within
 kept eating me up inside helped by procrastination too.. 
=) hehe.. 
anyway, I'VE CUT MY HAIR!!!!
from this...


THIS!!! hehe

nice tak?? 
so far i've had all good remarks..
hopefully it stay that way.
i just came back from sunway..
with Naufal, Kak Reen, Kak Nurul and Abg Farid..
=) watched some chinese movie
gory and gross.. haha
but it was fun tho..

and and..
i passed by this bar
and totally went down memory lane
when i heard this song
"when we're hungry, love will keep us alive"
i teared there i tell you..
and i immediately knew i had to blog abt it 
tonight itself.. =p 
so here i am blogging right now.. 
and its also time for bed so..
Au Revoir everyone!
have a great week.. =)

*Love will keep us alive*

Thursday, August 12, 2010

emo/heartbroken/anything else?

Hey there bloggie.. I'll be ranting about stuff in this blog so please bear with me.. Have you ever loved somebody so much that it makes you wanna cry? And what happens when that someone you love doesn't trust you and thinks other things of yourself... They blame you and you take in all the blame without saying it out loud what you really feel.. Why can't they just let go of the past? And why do they suddenly have mood swings with you?

Its happening so frequently these days.. For every little small thing, a quarreling starts and BOOM one big misunderstanding and tears are shed for nothing.. Tell me, does this mean its the sign of things ending? Please don't make it happen soon.. But looking at things, better it happen soon than later when things get worst right? Sighhhhh~ Imagine when you are going back to your hometown and that someone is going back to theirs as well right after things between you two wasn't very good and things aren't solved.. It hurts doesn't it? Thinking about it made me cry all night...

I don't know what did I do to deserve this punishment..

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face..

*and yet again, I'm sorry..*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Hello bloggie..!!!

I am officially a GLEEK..!! Okay, I know I damn lambat and way way slow and you're not gonna believe what i'm about to say but yeah, hold on to your butts!! =p I actually REFUSED to watch Glee before this coz I thought its like some High School Musical shit but yeah, I decided to give it a try during my Mid Sem exam week.. damn smart right? and guess what, I got hooked onto it.. The heck I was.. I couldn't stop watching okay.. and the songs were awesome! 

My personal favorites are Don't Stop Believing, Like A Prayer, Hello, Lean On Me, Beautiful, Rehab, Defying Gravity, Sweet Caroline, Bootylicious, Endless Love, Smile, Total Eclipse Of The Heart, Halo/Walking On Sunshine, Its My Life/Confessions.. Okay, I think I practically named half of the songs in there.. LoL.. I just love it so much!! 


Okay, I know this was a very random post but I just felt like writing down my excitement.. and yes, tomorrow i'm gonna watch Inception.. another damn lambat case of me... haha.. =p  till then bloggie.. see ya!