Thursday, December 30, 2010

looking back at the year...

so here we are, the last day of the year.. what a wonderful year its been.. so many memories made and i'll always remember it definitely.. although i cant remember every single detail but i'll try to update what i can remember aite.. here we go down memory lane.. :)


*had our first Youth Awakening which I think was a blast!
*spent Valentines Day alone.. =(
*sang on stage in front of more than 100 people and it freaked me out..
*lost and got back love.. <3
*family members which stayed far far away came to Malaysia and we had family reunions
*went to Sabah and i had dreams of moving there.. i dont know why.. =p
*moved to the new MSU campus which looks awesome! 
*SPAIN won the World Cup!!!
*cut my hair!! :)
*got heartbroken..
*became a GLEEK.. =p
*moved house due to lame problems..(house in shah alam i mean)
*attended Faith Friendship and Freedom camp which changed me into a better person.. =)
*met up with old school friends which i havent seen since SPM was over..
*finally found out i was obsessed with Taylor Swift.. yes i am! =p
*celebrated my 19th birthday.. :) gosh i'm old.. 
*celebrated Christmas with my beloved family, both mum and dad's side.. i loved it!
*lost love again.. must be the perfect way to end the year.. sighhhh~

anyway, 2010 was a really good one.. i learnt a lot of things which I think changed me to be a better person.. I know I am a stronger person inside and not physically.. hope that 2011 will be a better year and i will learn more things as my life goes on..  i know it will be.. :) here are some pics of what went through 2010..





















there.. most of the pics of what happened in 2010.. =) hope you liked it.. i know i did.. 2011, here i come!! =) 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 everyone!! =D

P.S this is for you..
So this is me swallowing my pride




Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

*i've had the time of my life when i was with you*

back to December~

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

*freedom aint nothing but missing you*

Friday, December 17, 2010

guess who's back?

hey hey! guess who's back? ME!! =p haha.. i know, i havent been a good blogger this month.. i am just so busy with stuff.. my weekdays are packed with classes plus i have no internet connection to even blog and my weekends are just packed with loads of stuff to do.. so, what did i do this week you may ask? i shall just show you pics of everything la k but to sum it all up, i had one awesome week.. from meeting old friends, to surprise birthday party to going to the hospital.. lol.. 


its not me la who's in the hospital.. its daddy.. he got admitted today for a dental surgery.. :) he'll be fine.. just pray for him k? thank you!! :) well, as promised, here are the pics... enjoy! *i'm too lazy to blog thats why*

random day in class.. :)
with arifah.. :)
went for the Love & Life Malam Ria with Sapna..
and came back with 3 others, Chris,Chris and Jacinta.. :p
with Jacinta.. :)
Mdm Izlin's surprise bday party..
all the December-ians cutting the cake.. =p
right..
i had to jump and say 
"Happy Birthday Mdm Izlin! I love you!" 
3 times!!  
DO NOT LAUGH!!
classmates~

hmm.. thats about it i guess.. as i said earlier, daddy is in hospital now.. gonna see him tomorrow and its gonna be one big packed day la.. hospital, shopping, church, relatives dinner, back to the hosp.. dont even make me get started on sunday.. my weekends are always packed.. esp in december.. i just love this month la.. =) anyway, my birthday is this week.. =) yes, i'm finally gonna be 19.. and next year i'll be 20 already.. goodness me.. so olddddddddd.. :( haishhh.. how time flies.. 

i shall come back soon k! i'll try my best.. till then bloggie.. i dunno what to talk about here d... so, bye for now.. :)

*no Jimmy Choo's please! =p*

Friday, December 10, 2010

missing in action.. =p

the heck i was.. my poor darling bloggie.. i know you missed me right? so sorry la.. i've been wanting to blog but as usual, i love to procrastinate which leads me to writting this blog post now.. anyway, i really have no idea what to blog about actually.. i just came here to blog coz i dont want it to look dead.. haha.. ok let me just recap on what i have been doing since the beginning of December till now and the things that are gonna happen..

  • watched Due Date with a few of my friends at Mid Valley the other day.. funny crap la that movie.. should watch it if you're in for a stress release.. =)

  • had our first Jai Ho dance practice for the ponggal festival next year.. its awesome! but damn pain.. this is what you get for not exercising often.. my leg still aches till today and the next practice is on sunday.. haiyoo...
  • went to Mum's house after that and their house was already decorated.. all in the Christmas mood.. me too!! mine is in the process.. all decorated already, only the tree not up yet.. =p
the tree in Mum's house..
  • while decorating the house, i found Jordy's Santa's hat too.. so i decided to put it on and take a pic of it.. =) 
hahaha.. so cute!! 
  • we had our first mentor mentee activity that day by Shangkari.. it was really fun to sum it up.. 
Amirul and Syahmi doing APRICO!!
damn funny la the game.. :)
maybe we can play it for our youth games later.. :)
  • hmm.. i guess so far thats all the main highlights that happened so far la.. whats coming up you may ask? well, here's what i have in store for my december.. 
* 12th - Jai Ho 2nd practice
* 14th - LnL Malam Ria at Good Shepard Church, Setapak
* 17th - Charlene's church Christmas Concert
* 18th - Relatives anniversary dinner
* 19th - Christmas deco in church with the youths, Migrants BBQ night..
* 20th - Penetential Service
* 21st - Ashley's 1st birthday
* 22nd - My birthday :)
* 23rd - Mentor Mentee activity
* 24th - Christmas Eve Midnight Mass
*25th - Christmas in Taiping and Penang till 27th
* 31st - New Years Eve..!! =)

tada!! see how pack my december is.. haha.. i got loads of stuff to do plus with college sumore.. haiyoo.. i hope they give us Christmas holidays which i can only hope coz i know it wont happen.. pfttt.. anyway, looking on the bright side, Christmas is coming and its the season of giving.. :) so i shall see what i can do to give.. :) and if i dont blog again till next year, SORRY! you've seen my schedule for yourself rite.. =p till then bloggie! toodles! :)

*all i want for Christmas is you*

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

my december :)

hello December..!! woohoo!!! the month i've been waiting for all year has finally arrived..!! why am i waiting for this month you may ask? well, Christmas songs will be filling the atmosphere, my birthday is in this month and of course,Christmas.. :) its the best time of the year! so today being the first of December, i was all hyped up to go to coll and all set to study... cheeehhh wahh.. hahaha.. 


classes went on as normal.. first class was Aural Oral skills.. i had a new nickname too.. BRIDGE.. hahaha.. this was because, i sat between the boys and girls, so according to my lecturer, Mdm Amalina, i'm the bridge that connects the guys and the girls.. HAHA!! funny i know.. =p then it was break time so went to have lunch at the U cafe.. mummy called after that to tell me she and daddy are at the airport and will be leaving shortly.. sighh~ another 4 days without them.. :( they went to Bali btw.. 


right after classes were over at 4, Amir and Aten sent me to the train station and i finally took the ktm again after like eermm 11 months? haha.. its been soooo long since i last took the train and i was praying hard they wont betray me on the first day of December.. and it didnt! i was sooo happy the train came on time even the one going back to Kajang.. :) at kl sentral, i had the most amazing sight ever.. 2 gorgeous guys walked in the train and i couldnt take my eyes of them.. like seriously.. wooowwww... hahaha..


and another guy stood beside me with the earphone in his earholes blasting the music away.. he had a good choice in music i must say.. i was actually singing to the song that was until he turned and saw me.. goodness.. embarassing la.. then when the train reached mid valley, a few church boys which i knew off entered the train, made so much of noise and got shut down by some man.. hahahhaa..


when i finally reached kajang 2 hours later, Jonathan, Joshua and Joel came to escort me home.. hahahaha.. had dinner at aunty maureen's place and got back home.. today, i'm doing nothing but to finish up my homeworks for tomorrow.. i'll be driving to coll tomorrow from kajang!! weeeee!! thats the only nice thing when my parents are not around, i'll get the car.. hehe.. =p i'm so dead if mummy reads this.. :p 


anyway, i gtg continue doing my assignment.. i totally forgot about another assignment.. thank goodness Naufal reminded me.. see u soon bloggie!! Happy December..!! :D toodles!! 

*sweet serendipity <3*

Sunday, November 28, 2010

tis the season to be jolly!

and its Advent..!! yes, it finally is.. i feel sooooo happy.. finally get to play Christmas songs and all that.. its the best time of the year and the season everyone's been waiting for.. :) ok enough of christmas for now.. lets talk about the Catechetical Jamboree.. =) my bro and sis attended la and it looks like they really did have a lot of fun.. 


so yesterday morning, i went to church for praise and worship with the youths.. it was fun doing action songs and singing along with all the kids.. there were 380 of them in total.. cool right.. i didnt know kajang actually had that amount of kids.. haha.. after praise and worship, we had nothing to do but prepared for the games later in the afternoon.. there were 12 stations for the 12 groups so it'll be synchronized la.. and my station had to be under the blazing hot sun la.. goodness gracious.. i was with Juan, and she and i were like under the sun for almost an hour or even more... coz our station was the sponge and water game you see, so we needed an open area..


nicely got toasted and now i'm another step to the darker side.. sighhh... after the games, i just sat around while waiting for mummy to go back and bathe and get ready for mass in the evening.. went back, bathed, changed and went to church for mass.. and mass, gosh, i almost slept off la.. i was extreamly tired and sleepy by then already but we had to wait till night for the Single Ladies dance again.. 


after mass, i followed Glynn to Colin's house for his grandpa's 30th day prayers.. ok, not prayers la.. i dont know what you call it, but it always happens on the 30th day la.. =p oops! i'll get back to you on that k.. =p so yeah, went to Colin's house for a quick visit coz his dad told us to come and we were all didnt really know whether to go or not coz we had our single ladies practice and the campfire was going on in church.. but we went anyway.. we meaning Christine, Juan and me.. :) 


goodness, the whole time we were there, i kept laughing and laughing la.. Juan's blurness, Saha's clownness and Christine's ever blurness as well.. and Pam's stories.. me and Glynn were like laughing and laughing till tears came out.. haha.. its so nice to have friends around us right.. :) so yeah, right after dinner we headed back to church for the practice.. Christine and I changed in the car! LOL... *whattttttt!!! we were rushing k* :p haha..


reached church, we had like a few rounds of practice then we danced in front of almost 400 plus plus people, including Fr.William okay.. HAHA.. and although i danced like a complete kayu, people still came up to me and said i danced well.. yeah right la... you should have seen me la.. worst than a kayu i think.. hahaha.. i begged mummy to go home after the dance coz i was super duper tired and could have just fainted there k.. practically the whole day in church.. i went home and just crashed on the bed till this morning..


and yeah, i woke up late today and rushed to church for their praise and worship again.. thank goodness i made it just in time.. after that i thought i could go back and cont sleeping but daddy told me to wait till mass was over.. haiyoooo... so i waited la.. while waiting, i went for a second round of breakfast with Juan and Freddie.. after mass, i came back with Joel and Cat and all of us just slept again like logs till about 6pm just now.. haha..


it was a fun weekend alltogether though it was tiring.. :) apparently, there'll be a jamboree next year too.. so unfair right. they didnt have it during our time.. the last jamboree was like 10 years ago.. haha.. oh well.. tomorrow i'll be going back to that godforsaken place.. sighh~ why la why.. i just dont have the mood to go back there now esp when Advent just begun.. =( nvm, looking on the bright side, i still have my other friends to look forward to there.. :) i'll see you soon bloggie! i'll try to update if i have internet connection there.. till then, toodles! :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

me?

i stole this from Amanda's blog.. and its seriously freakishly somehow true in certain aspects of it.. goodness.. weird.. you see and tell me.. 


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


the what you are most afraid of is soooo true.. i worry so much about what other people think of me that i forgot how special i am on the inside.. i need to tell that to myself more often and stop worrying about what others think of me.. hmmm...even the true self thingy is kinda true.. =) cool quiz.. 


go check it out here!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

elevator goes up, elevator comes down..

i'm back! i'm back!! yessssss!!! ok, its not like i've been away to somewhere for so long and just came back.. haha.. its just me being away from the social world for 4 days.. its hard okay.. i'm trying to get used to it.. and so far, i'm ok with it.. one thing because i have my story books with me to keep me company and also songs.. i dont really have much to study yet coz its just the first week and we're still getting our books and everything.. so not much la.. 


the new house is errrrmmm... awkward? i dont know, coz all i ever do when i'm there is sit in the room all day.. i just got no mood to go out and socialize with my other housemates.. not that i'm anti social or anything, its just, i feel really awkward mixing around with the new housemates.. i still miss Ayu and Anis.. sighhh~ =( oh well... looking on the bright side, classes have officially begun and i love it!! i really have this good feeling about this sem.. my lecturers are awesome!! i absolutely love Mdm Shabina.. whatever she spoke about in her first class was exactly what i wrote in my previous blog post, about chasing your dreams and everything..


and yesterday we had the general assembly to welcome the new intake students for TESL.. i still remember the time when we were new.. making new friends and all that.. sighhh~ memories.. speaking of memories, the committee did a slide show which really went down memory lane.. all the past events we had and the pics.. i just loved it..!! and to make it even better, our mentor, Mdm Izlin gave us sorta like an assignment to do which is organizing an event for our subject Creativity and Innovation.. i'm still wondering what to do.. hmmm...


and and and.. the best part was, aten brought her sister's polaroid camera and we took a pic!! weeeee!! very the naiseee!! =D

okay, not very clear coz this was taken from the phone
of the original picture..
but its really nice!! 
this was a few of us after the general assembly yesterday..
i sayang you guys!! =D

after the meeting, i went back to the apartment then mummy came and fetched me home.. i'm so excited to be home!! and really looking forward to the weekend.. the catechetical jamboree!! woots!! and we'll be doing Single Ladies again! hope i dont screw up the steps again this time la.. and i just got a bad news from Naufal, we have class tomorrow... SIGHHH!!! 12-1.. i have to go all the way back there for an hour class just because our HOD is gonna come in.. pffftttt... so much for my 4 days break la.. oh well.. i'll see u soon bloggie!! toodles!!


P.S Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! =)

*love notes on heart shaped papers*

Sunday, November 21, 2010

dream, dream, dream...

you probably would be wondering why am i so rajin suddenly coming here to blog at 2.43AM.. yes, you read that right.. its 2.43 in the MORNING.. and i'm wide awake like its 12 in the afternoon or something.. sighhh~ i dont know why i cant sleep.. probably its the coffee i had just now at my grandma's place.. hmmm.. 


i was lying down on my bed since 12.30am and i just couldnt fall asleep.. then my mind started thinking about a lot of stuff as usual..so i thought la, since i'm doing TESL and i shall continue till i finish my Masters, with God's willing, then i shall become a lecturer in a uni or college or something right? and and and, i really had this huge dream of becoming a writer/journalist someday since i love writing and talking so much.. last but not least, i reallllyyyyy love taking photographs and i simply love beautiful photography, as you can see from my tumblr.. not that those are my photos, i just love the photos.. :)


so what i thought was, what if i could be these 3 persons? a lecturer, a writer and a photographer.. that will be  totally AWESOME!!! What if la huh.. like my titles says, dreams..What and If are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life.. oh well.. we shall see la huh if that will happen in the future.. who knows maybe if i start writing a novel, it could be big like J.K Rowling or something.. =p yeahhhh righhtttt.. in my head la! haha.. 


okay, its 3AM now and i still cant sleep.. sighhh~ whats wrong with me la? i took medicine already and should be cuddled up and sleeping like a baby.. =p hehe.. i like to syok sendiri you see.. hehe.. but i cant and God knows what time will i finally go and sleep.. haiyooo.. thank goodness got people online at this hour and i cant talk to them or smtg.. =p oh well, i should try to get some sleep.. its gonna be a new beginning of classes tomorrow or today i shall say.. see you soon bloggie! toodles!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

sick and tired..

hello!! my last post before i officially start classes tomorrow.. fourth semester.. i got one more sem to go, then practicum and i'm done with diploma.. heading forward for my degree!! 5 weeks of holiday and i chose the last weekend of my holidays just before my classes start to fall sick.. nice la very nice indeed.. i'm having bad flu, cough and fever comes and goes sometimes.. bottom line is, I'M SICK!!! arghhhh!! 


seriously, i feel like an old lady la.. as it is that day after playing captain ball, i felt like i was paralyzed or something coz i could barely move my legs.. and now, after getting my sucky results, i decide to fall sick a day before going back to uni.. haiyoooo... maybe its a sign or something.. i also dunno what sign.. haha.. anyway, i wont be online this whole week till i get back next week coz, first, i moved house and there's no internet in the new house in shah alam.. second, i'm training myself to not online often and concentrate on my studies.. and third, i have to live with it! 


went to uni that day for registration and i was really happy seeing familiar faces coz honestly, after one month of holiday, my brains karat like crap and i couldnt even remember a few people's names.. =p it took me a while to process their faces then only their names popped out.. LoL.. talk about getting old.. anyway, i moved my stuff to the new house already.. its a bit weird to stay in an apartment coz its small when i'm so used to living in a house.. oh well, its called experience.. its now or never.. =) *trying to be optimistic* i didnt wanna bring a lot of stuff, just the essentials.. 


hope this will be a good sem.. and hope it ends well too.. till then everyone! thanks for dropping by.. =) toodles!!


P.S its Advent next week..!! Christmas season is here!!! =D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!

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Friday, November 19, 2010

you're the inspiration..

hello again! i'm in a depressed mood right now okay.. simply because MY RESULTS SUCKED!! and i'm telling you, it sucked real bad.. Its my fault la for not studying and playing the fool all the time.. and my so called last min studying didnt really help either.. it made it worst in fact.. ok la not worst, it did help a little but obviously not a lot... right, i'm talking crap again..


you know the saying, "do your best and leave the rest to God"? well, i did not do my best and thats why God didnt give me the best.. i'm not blaming Him, i'm blaming myself.. and of course, who else wouldnt be pissed at me if it weren't my dad.. i was dreading to not go to the car and see him coz of my results coz i know i'll be getting it left and right in my face.. i even thought of lying and saying that the results is postponed to next week only thinking that he'll forget it sooner or later..


but, i couldnt lie, i just couldnt.. especially daddy.. and about this matter sumore.. if it wasnt for him and mummy, i wouldnt even be where i am today.. so, when i showed him my results, i got it nicely la.. like the journey from shah alam to kajang would never end because my dad kept going on and on and on.. i nearly burst out into tears every minute but i just fought back my feelings..


my dad said to me a few things which made me realize a lot of things.. i am lazy, i spend too much time on the internet, not for education but other stuff instead, i never study enough, i have high expectations of myself... and do i deserve what i got? haizzz.. then my dad told me about himself and what he has gone through to reach what he has achieved today and for what he is today.. thinking back, i remembered when i went for a deepavali visit to my dad's friends house, one of the uncle which i never knew before came and told me about daddy.. and he told me about daddy, all i could feel is the pride is being my father's daughter.. but i dont think i'm even half of what he is..


i'm like way way below.. i dont think i'll ever be able to achieve the kind of success my father has done and for what he is today.. one lesson i learnt from this is that, i should never give up and not take things lightly.. my parents have worked so hard to put me in a university.. not many people out there are lucky enough to have that.. and i seriously thank God for my parents and everything they have given me.. from the next sem onwards, no more facebook, no twitter, no tumblr and maybe no blogger for weekdays till i come back for the weekends.. and its gonna remain that way..


i'm not gonna look back and regret on all the mistakes i have done anymore. instead, i'm gonna look forward and do my best to reach the top.. if daddy can do it, then i can do it too.. and i know and i'll always be my daddy's girl.. though he never says that now to me, i know somehow and i believe that he still does somewhere in him.. he's my inspiration and will always be.. they say, when you fall, you get back up and dont give up till you reach the top.. and thats where i'm heading right now.. if it werent for daddy, i dont think i'll be writing this post and my brains will be still like under the coconut shell..


thats all i wanna say, i hope its not just saying and not doing.. i will do my best to follow what i am determined to do.. see u later people! =)


daddy and i..
in sabah last year.. =)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

the perfect man?

When one door closes, another opens.. but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us... 
-Alexander Graham Bell


yeap! I have to agree with the genius who gave us the telephone!! for without him, we wouldn't be texting people daily almost every minute without fail.. but thats not what i wanna talk about.. based on the quote that he gave and my title of the post, put them both together and voila... here's what i'm gonna say.. have you found your perfect man? some may say yes, some no..


well, in my case.. i dont think i have found mine yet.. boys come and go, there are many fishes in the sea but getting that one person who will be made for you, sweep you off your feet is just so hard to catch! haha.. i may sound desperate, but i'm not.. it just that this whole thing got me wondering.. when will i ever find my perfect man? and if i do, who will he be? 


i made a deal with myself, if i dont get married by 30, i'm gonna remain single forever.. sometimes it could be fun right? haha.. but then again, we'll never know.. God does wonders when we least expect it.. but then again, 30 is still young right? ok, maybe 35 la.. hahaha..


 okay, i'm crapping way too much already.. i'm just repeating the same thing over and over again.. basically, what i'm trying to say is, if you ever think that you're falling for someone or feel that spark between you two, dont rush into things.. go slowly and things will fall into its place.. if its meant to be, it'll be.. =)  and about the perfect man.. some people will somehow know that their significant other is THE one and some might not.. whatever it is, just remember, you dont need a man to make you feel like a woman.. ok, i just talked rubbish again.. i should stop now.. this was just a random and lame post.. hahhaa.. sorry to make ya'll read it.. =p 


come back again k to hear me talk rubbish sumore.. lol... toodles!! =D

boink boink.. 
this is so cute! =p

Monday, November 15, 2010

half of the month already?

goshh... as weird as that may sound but yes, its half the month of November already..!! amazing how time just fly by like that.. and before you know it, my holidays are gonna be over soon.. like in two days time i'll be going back to uni already.. sighh~ when it was holidays, i kept complaining there was nothing to do and how bored and lifeless i am.. and now? going back to uni and i'm complaining, its too soon.. i'm such a fickle minded person la seriously.. and it doesnt help with pms.. seriously..


hmm.. lets see what can i update on.. oh ya! Pn.Puspa's deepavali open house.. its amazing that daddy actually let me go by myself.. i did, and i FINALLY met Charlene, Phoebe, Lilian, Ferlynne and Melissa.. i havent met them since we took our spm results! how long is that! haha.. except for Flynn and Lis la coz i always see them in church.. everyone has changed a lot.. look so much different now with their own respective lives.. we had lots of fun i must say.. meeting our beloved teacher again after so long, well for me la its been so long.. haha.. and talked on random stuff and what we have been doing since we started our uni life..

us.. :)
flynn~lene~phoeb~me~lis~lilian

with pn.puspa, our dearest est and eng teacher.. :)

i miss them.. though it was only for a while, but i'm really glad at least i saw them.. we'll be meeting again in december.. hopefully.. the weekend before my birthday.. :) i cant wait..!! and hopefully there'll be more people this time la.. like the whole 5 Intan or smtg.. =) so that was that.. 

yesterday, uncle johnny and aunty rosalind took me, joshua,jonathan and cat to the book fair at south city plaza.. near mines.. and gosh, i nearly went kuku crazy!! the bookssss.. wow.. i felt like i was in heaven or smtg.. sadly, i couldnt find the books that i really really wanted.. both by the same author, Khaled Hosseini..

The Kite Runner
and
A Thousand Splendid Suns..

looks like i gotta get them from MPH.. nvm, i'll go get it.. if its a good book, i wouldnt mind.. :) anyway, i gotta go pack now.. lots of things to bring back to shah alam.. sighhh~ i'm gonna miss kajang.. especially now, when its beginning to be fun suddenly... oh well.. 

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world but
Don't wanna be alone tonight
On this planet they call Earth

You don't know about my past and
I don't have a future figured out
And maybe this is goin' too fast
And maybe it's not meant to last

But what do you say to takin' chances?
What do you say to jumpin' off the edge?
Never knowin' if there's solid ground below
Or a hand to hold or hell to pay
What do you say? What do you say?

I just wanna start again
And maybe you could show me how to try
Maybe you could take me in
Somewhere underneath your skin

What do you say to takin' chances?
What do you say to jumpin' off the edge?
Never knowin' if there's solid ground below
Or a hand to hold or hell to pay
What do you say? What do you say?

Hey now, hey, my heart is beatin' down
But I'm always comin' back for more, yeah
There's nothin' like love to pull you up
When you're lyin' down on the floor, babe

So talk to me, talk to me like lovers do
Yeah, walk with me, walk with me like lovers do
Like lovers do

What to you say to takin' chances?
What do you say to jumpin' off the edge?
Never knowin' if there's solid ground below
Or a hand to hold or hell to pay
What do you say? What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

Sunday, November 7, 2010

What if..

hey there bloggie.. i actually have absolutely nothing to blog about, i just came here to post a song coz i really really like it.. its called 'what if' by Colbie Caillat.. the song is from the movie Letters To Juliet.. i fell in love with the song the moment i heard it.. its so happy go lucky kinda song, it like where you like a guy for the first time and you're just thinking 'What If...'

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be
I'll keep waiting till we meet

What if were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I write our names down in the sand

Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop
Oh, what if this real love
What if this real love
Oh, boy, you make my heart stop
You make my heart stop

*you're the best!!*

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Taylor Swift ♥

Yes, i'm obsessed with Taylor Swift right now.. not that i've never been obsessed with her before, i just LOVE her la.. and suddenly she became such a significant part of my lifeless life that i've been going through for the past 3 weeks, and there's 2 weeks more.. TWO weeks.. goshh.. i miss my uni friends and their craziness.. and i'll be moving to a new home when sem reopens... new things, new sem.. everything is new... 

This is a new year. A new beginning. Things will change.
- Taylor Swift


she's so pretty!!


i know, everything is Taylor right now.. LOL.. crazy right.. haha.. so, what have i been doing for the past few days? well, as some of ya'll know, my cousin, Caroline and her husband, Peter just came down from UK about a week back.. On wednesday, since we all had nothing to do, me and Matt decided to bring them out to KL.. seriously, its tiring! we went to KLCC first at about 9am(i dont know why we went so early), wanted to get the tics to go to the skybridge but that didnt happen coz it was full.. sighh~ besides, i havent been up there either and was kinda like a jakun in KLCC coz i hardly go there..


and the best part was, i passed by a Jimmy Choo shop and i almost fainted.. remember i was saying, i wanted  a red hot heels for my birthday and christmas present? its like a to me, from me thing.. and guess what? I saw a superb red hot heels staring at me at Jimmy Choo's shop with a red hot handbag right beside it..!! i swear i could have just fainted there la.. thank goodness, Caroline and the rest walked and went and i came back to my senses and followed them.. and to top that, after walking 50m ahead, i saw a Gucci and Prada shop.. wth!!! damnnnnn...


after all that shopping craze, we headed to Aquaria and spent about an hour plus there till Matthew joined us for lunch.. after lunch, we went to Central Market and Petaling Street.. and again, i went into a shopping crazy mood... seriously, if you were me and you go to places like these, you'll know what i mean.. i'm trying to upload a pic, but its taking soooo long, so unfortunately you have to visit my facebook album here and see the pics la k.. and after all that, we headed to Dataran Merdeka and spent some time there before heading to Bukit Bintang..


we ended up going home at 9 plus i think.. and that also, we didnt cover some other places like the KL Tower and the Tugu Negara.. walk and walk and walk.. goodness.. i've never been that tired walking around kl.. haha.. maybe coz its usually one place, like we meet your friends and all in one particular place, we dont like walk around kl or smtg.. oh well.. anyway.. 


oh yeah, its Deepavali...!! i've been going to houses non stop and eating happily.. my weight and my size also increasing happily... goshhh.. i need to loose at these man.. Christmas is next month! as it is i cant even find proper clothes nowdays coz of my 'petite' size.. nvm, i'm determined to achive my mission by the end of this year.. 50kg's!! =D i just need to loose another 5kg and thats it.. how hard can it be right.. =p *yeah right, we'll see la* haha..


anyway, tonight i'll be going for mass then going to daddy's friend's deepavali open house.. more food.. *slaps forehead* its okayyyyy... enjoy it while you can kan.. =p anyway, i gtg now.. be back soon dearies! =) dont miss me! =p hehe.. byee....


oh oh, and I LOVE YOU TAYLOR SWIFT... supposed to dedicate this blogpost to her but ended up ranting about other stuff.. haha.. Bye!!



*days left till i'm back in your arms!*
*Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile*

Monday, November 1, 2010

goodbye October, hello November..!!

well, here we are again, but its a new month!! yes, its a new month and its known as NOVEMBER!! weehoo!! a month left before we call all start playing Christmas songs and that jolly feeling.. woohoo!! i cant wait..!! i got 18 days to waste in November before my new sem starts.. it sucks to have a sem in December, but nevertheless, i know its gonna be fun..


so, what have i been doing for the past two days of the brand new month? yesterday was All Saints Day, so went to church at 7 in the morning for mass then had breakfast at the shop nearby then went back and did absolutely nothing till night.. like seriously, NOTHING.. how lame and lifeless can my life get right? then at night, mummy said she wanted to go to uncle jerry's house to do some of her work stuff.. and i was contemplating whether or not to ask uncle jerry to fix my lappy.. you see, i smartly and accidentally deleted the sound and audio file from my laptop, so i couldnt hear any sound from my laptop for the past 3 months.. its depressing k..


when i wanted to listen to songs, i had to download then transfer it to my phone to listen.. how much more lamer can i get.. lol.. so, i decided to ask uncle jerry to fix it.. and he did.. i swear i could just run around the whole of kajang in a potato outfit and just being happy coz i was seriously so happy to hear the sound from my laptop.. i was ecstatic!! haha.. so came back, then i helped mummy to do the flowers for today's All Souls Day.. finished that, i went up and played music from my laptop, not phone k, laptop! WEEEEEEEEE!!!! hahaha...


today, i decided to stay at home for some reasons.. i didnt wanna go anywhere.. mummy's working half day today, so she'll be coming back any minute then we'll be going to the cementary for the prayers and all.. but, its gonna rain.. hmmm.. oh well, gotta be positive!! =) 

the flowers.. 
my fav one!! =)

well, thats about it.. November, be good to me please.. hehe.. till then, byeeee!!! =)

*♥17 ♥*

Friday, October 29, 2010

true colours~

I see your

TRUE COLOURS

and thats why I love you 

random la..sorry..haha..

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Faith, Friendship, Freedom..

47 youths from Holy Family Kajang made their way to HFC at around 4.30 pm on the evening of 22nd of October not knowing what they are about to undergo for that 3 days stay there in PD.  As the bus reached Champagnat Youth Center in Port Dickson, everyone's expression was...

"why the grass so unkept wan"
"its like we're going back into the 1950's"
"we going through some sawah padi izzit"
"omg! we're gonna stay here ah?"
"goshh...it looks like a haunted mansion!"

and so on... i had the same thought as the rest and wasn't really excited with the thought that there'll only be 1 toilet in the girls dorm.. ONE okay.. but then i found out there was six more beside the guy's dorm.. God does miracles doesnt he? so yeah, had our dinner and our first session then we went to bed..


Day 2 - Its always the best day out of the 3 days. Why? first, we had amazing sessions with an amazing speaker, Martin Jalleh. second, we had really good food all day.. third, our praise and worship group rocks! fourth, the games team and the committee did an amazing job and we were all happily rolling around in sand, flour and sea water of course! fifth, the inner healing session made us open our eyes and learn to appreciate the people around us more esp our parents. sixth, we got to know a whole lot of people a lot more better. seventh, we could write letters of affirmation to others to make them feel good about themselves. eigth, the last nights of the camps are always the best too. ninth, eat! eat! and EAT! lastly, getting scolded by papa Martin to go to bed.. =)


Day 3 - another beautiful day with everyone around us.. we learnt how to appreciate our friends, family and most of all our RELIGION.. nothing is more fun in the world than being a Catholic and i thank God so much for being born and raised a Catholic, and i am proud to be one.. as the time to leave drew near, we laughed and cried at all the good times we had together there with a whole new experience to bring home.. the place we stayed at may be a run down, old, shabby looking place, but who cares as long as you have the people you love around you? and i quote my angel, Sandy, "it doesnt matter about the place, its not everyday you get to wake up and see the beach in front of you" AMEN!


here are some of the notes people wrote to me.. I LOVE YA'LL..!! Thank you very very much!!! I even got a new nickname.. "SNOOZE!" haha.. =)

"Christina!! Keep smiling cause you bright up many ppl's life with your smile.. stay freindly, cute and rock on k.. God bless you.. =)" - Anne Michelle, my mortal..


"Dear Christina, ur such a nice friend. ur milo today was awesome. haha.. God bless you. take care" - Anonymous.


"Dear Christina, u did an awesome job especially in the preparation of the drinks & games. u are part of the success of this camp. u're very cute & patient. you try to work things out with every possibilities u have. thank you very very much..you're an awesome woman remember that always! i'm glad you came!" - Christine Maryanna, our president..


"Christina...great job & thank you for all the hard work. although i didnt do much for you, i hope my prayers meet you.." - Sandy Chin, my guardian angel..


"Hi annoying alarm clock.. thank you for waking up all of us.. lucky u didnt come inside or else you'll get a present from the guys which is 'PILLOW' haha.. take care.." - Anonymous


"Chrissy! keep smiling and being your happy, bubbly self. and thanks for always being there when i need you" - Amanda Quah


"Dear Christina a.k.a GF, you are my love and my light! hahaha.. anyway, i want you to know that you make my world a better place and you put a smile in everyones face everywhere you go. dont change in being who you are, will always love and treasure you. XOXO. Jesus loves you." - Juan Margrita, my darling!


"Christina, i'm amused by your attitude. you find joy in waking people up..weird..but at least you're happy..WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!" - Freddie Wee

and this is the most sweetest of all, i felt like crying..

"Dear cousin, you never fail to light up my day with your bubblyness and sweet smile. although the cuteness was inherited from me but you have an amazing personality. you're always in my prayers.. =)" - Jonathan Gomez, my darling cousin! i sayang him sooo much!! =D

and there's lots more.. of coz i cant write all la.. think i so free ah.. haha.. I cant upload any pics coz there's some server problem or something.. oh well.. just see facebook la k.. anyway, i just wanna say that this has been an amazing and wonderful experience even though it was only for 3 days.. lets put whatever values we've learnt in this camp to use from today onwards and let this not be just like any other camps where we learn things and it'll be back to square one within weeks or even days. lets show everyone what HFC Youth group are.. i miss everyone so very much. take care and God bless.. have a great week! =)



*dreams see us through to forever*
*let go and let GOD*