so yest, i was all hyped up coz i was supposed to watch New Moon at night with the youths.. But, me and my idiotic ways caused me not to go for it..i went to coll and finished class at 11am..then i thought since today will be a holiday, maybe i could spend some time with my friends la before i go..like have lunch or smtg..so i stayed back till 2 plus and then Naufal's sis sent me to the station.. and as usual the KTM was delayed for an hour plus..before that, Naufal told me to go back with Giha coz she's also staying in Kajang..but she had class till 4 and i thought and assumed that it'll be too late if i go back with her..what i didnt know was, i was making the most stupidest decision ever..
I waited and waited at the station for almost and hour plus plus and the train still never showed up..it was 4pm already at that time..the train ended up coming at 4.35pm..i called Giha and asked her where she was..she said she's at home..if only i had followed her...haizzz....so yeah, instead of getting of at KL Sentral, i got of at KL station and the train came within a few minutes and it wasnt very full yet..i reached Kajang at 6.05pm and daddy came to fetch me..and he gave me a looooooonggggg nag on how irresponsible i am and that everyday after class finish, i am to take the train straight home.. and that my results weren't good enough coz i had one C out of the A's and B's...then he said "since you have not shown me that you're responsible and came back late, i dont care what the youths are doing, and as for today, you are not going anywhere."
I closed the car door trying to fight back my emotions that was rushing through my whole body and i fought back the tears that would have just flowed down like waterfalls.. i went in, greeted my grandma and went to her room and i couldnt hold it any longer and i just burst out in tears.. Christine and Freddie called but there was nothing i could do to change my dad's mind..neither could my mother do.. so i just had to let it go and be optimistic that there will be another time when i could go out with them again.. it was my fault in the first place.. so, i missed out on New Moon, the movie that i've been waiting for the whole year due to my stupidity...Hopefully i can get to watch it next week..
Just a msg for you daddy...